you hugged me goodbye. i breathed you in.

it was excruciating.

i felt so small.

last night i found out what i was worth: three days of mourning.

i have made MANY mistakes in my life, and as i look back i realize that the vast majority of them resulted from my trying to hold on to people or things that i loved. well i guess i should smarten up, and learn my lesson already.

i am the only person who will never leave me, i am the only thing that can’t be taken away from me. honestly, that’s fine. i am building a redwood forest, and i am all i really need.

i am single now.

the world is so full of beautiful things.

sometimes i feel like i am one of them.

me. here. now!