eeesh

i think i’m done for the day.  but then again i thought that a few hours ago, when i decided i had filled my “productive” hour/day quota and figured i’d just kick back and watch a little bit of bad tv.  i am exhausted, and yet i am still restless, and feel like there is still more that needs to get done right now.

this perpetual state of discomfort and inability to feel accomplished is not going to go away, no matter what i achieve, if i am not achieving the right things.