you too, take it easy.
i’ll see you when i don’t love you anymore.
you too, take it easy.
i’ll see you when i don’t love you anymore.
it’s 5:11 in the morning, and i am still up.
i’m going to catch a bus to work.
😛
it’s 6:47am and i’m still awake. i’m going outside for a cigarette.
in my underwear.
last night i found out what i was worth: three days of mourning.
i have made MANY mistakes in my life, and as i look back i realize that the vast majority of them resulted from my trying to hold on to people or things that i loved. well i guess i should smarten up, and learn my lesson already.
i am the only person who will never leave me, i am the only thing that can’t be taken away from me. honestly, that’s fine. i am building a redwood forest, and i am all i really need.
i am single now.
the world is so full of beautiful things.
sometimes i feel like i am one of them.
me. here. now!
happiness is:
clean skin, clean hair, clean clothes.
white sunlight, filtered through thin layers of cloud, brightening the pages of your book.
a soft, cushioned seat, and huge panes of glass separating you and your warm, cheap, delicious food from the evergreen trees and freshly fallen snow.
coming unstuck, and putting pencil to paper.
warm feet.
the full moon is shining so brightly that you could read by it’s sweet blue light.
the pills feel like teeny tiny maracas going down my throat…