i am a happy drunk. in general, but now specifically. i miss my loves back in canada, but i am having an great time out here, and am looking forward to tomorrow, getting tipsy and low in the crowded streets. happy day!! happy new years, misters!!

sometimes it’s nice to be just a little bit lonely. i miss my family, my friends. i love them with everything i am. i will make myself better, stronger, so that i can love them the way they desreve. and i will be beautiful, and loved back.

i’ll keep calling, but you will never answer. i’ll think, maybe this time, maybe this time.

every single time.

unreasonable things i want to do with my life:

-own a herd of goats (this has been a goal of mine since highschool)
-learn all the words to (and be able to sing) ievan polkka

last night i drove around liberty city, unintentionally mowing down pedestrians left and right. it turns out that all i’m really good at when it comes to being a fresh of the boat minor criminal with a bad fake accent is getting laid on the second date.

someone needs to pull the wisdom out of my face, cause dang, it’s really starting to hurt.

emotion and motivation:
-speak to prof regarding midterm (requires email to prof baird)
-paper
-final exam

chemistry:
-watch dvds
-exercises
-mid-year exam

chemistry lab:
-make-up two missed labs (requires email to TA and professor)
-WHMIS
-formal lab report
-lab exam

addiction
-final exam

bio:
-midterm
-final exam

bio lab:
-missed lab report
-make-up missed lab (repuires email to prof)
-lab exam
-formal lab report

seminar:
-immunology presentation

this is not including the weekly labs, and class time.

but would it be spelled with an a or an o? Isabel, or Isobel. and what if people called her izzy? i hate izzy, it’s a terrible nick-

For Kefira.

i barely know how to work the coffee maker, and can’t for the life of me make a good cup of coffee with it. what’s more, i NEVER clean it out, it’s always alex who does that. if this bothers him, he has never mentioned it. i am totally reliant upon my brother’s goodwill and industriousness for homemade coffee, and he always cleans up afterwards…

we fight, we disagree, we often have conflicting needs, but we love eachother. i love you, gimp. and i appreciate the coffee, i will try and help more.