i am run down lately. i find myself more and more often with my head in my hands, always repeating the same four words.

i don’t need this.

the significance of these moments of vulnerability, the isolation i feel despite the loved ones that surround me, is here: what do i need? i am being pushed by these words to answer that question, and in so doing to consider my options if these needs are not met.

what do i need? i guess we’ll see.