so many questions floating around my head…

it this what’s best? is this the easy way out? how long does it take to mourn a loss? why can’t i just let go and be done with this? is it wrong to feel such a loss because of something so temporary?

i am making more of this than i need to, right? it’s not the end of the world, right? i’m probably just being a big drama queen…

that’s got to be it. it’s stupid of me to feel this way. a few days and i’ll be back to functioning normally. this isn’t a loss, it’s just time. i am stupid for hurting like this.