i don’t know why i keep doing this to myself. maybe in the next week, while i cram the entire first half of my psychology of addiction class into my brains right before the midterm, i’ll get some insight as to why i repeat the same patterns over and over again.

in the mean time i’ve already put a sign in the window saying “closed for construction,” though i don’t think anyone’s actually deciphered it yet. i think i’ll just try and keep out the public while i work on whatever repairs i can do by myself, without the help of a professional, cause even my doctor doesn’t know me well enough to fix this shit…