{"id":868,"date":"2016-10-20T07:45:06","date_gmt":"2016-10-20T07:45:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/room206.simianuprising.com\/?p=868"},"modified":"2016-10-20T07:45:06","modified_gmt":"2016-10-20T07:45:06","slug":"its-match-point-again-but-i-will-keep-playing","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/room206.simianuprising.com\/?p=868","title":{"rendered":"it&#8217;s match point again, but i will keep playing."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>it is the middle of the night.\u00a0 i have only a few hours left to finish my work before my early morning class.\u00a0 i am facing deadlines by myself.\u00a0 my dog is asleep next to me.\u00a0 the world is asleep.<\/p>\n<p>i feel so alone.<\/p>\n<p>i am not alone.<\/p>\n<p>i am exhausted.\u00a0 i am stressed.\u00a0 i am terrified of failure that my relentless brain tells me is inevitable and imminent.\u00a0 i am desperate for respite that never seems to come.\u00a0 i am so hurt, so broken.<\/p>\n<p>but i am not alone.<\/p>\n<p>so, i am grateful.\u00a0 i will keep trying.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>it is the middle of the night.\u00a0 i have only a few hours left to finish my work before my early morning class.\u00a0 i am facing deadlines by myself.\u00a0 my dog is asleep next to me.\u00a0 the world is asleep. &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/room206.simianuprising.com\/?p=868\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-868","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/room206.simianuprising.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/868","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/room206.simianuprising.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/room206.simianuprising.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/room206.simianuprising.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/room206.simianuprising.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=868"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/room206.simianuprising.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/868\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":869,"href":"https:\/\/room206.simianuprising.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/868\/revisions\/869"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/room206.simianuprising.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=868"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/room206.simianuprising.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=868"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/room206.simianuprising.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=868"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}