{"id":193,"date":"2008-07-07T13:44:01","date_gmt":"2008-07-07T21:44:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/simianuprising.com\/room206\/?p=193"},"modified":"2008-07-07T13:44:01","modified_gmt":"2008-07-07T21:44:01","slug":"unstructured","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/room206.simianuprising.com\/?p=193","title":{"rendered":"unstructured"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>i am pissed off for no reason.<\/p>\n<p>my mum is away in bc.  she has only been gone since yesterday morning, but i miss her like crazy.  when she is five minutes away i never talk to her.<\/p>\n<p>i miss my friends from turkey.<\/p>\n<p>i am overwhelmed by my life, which is kinda pathetic, considering how easy i have it.<\/p>\n<p>i miss jeremy.  i wonder why i always miss jeremy when i get really really stressed.<\/p>\n<p>i don&#8217;t want to go home.<\/p>\n<p>i don&#8217;t want to be here, trapped at work.  sometimes i think i hate my job.  sometimes i think i am just an unhappy person, and i will like my job more when i figure out how to more emotionally and mentally stable.<\/p>\n<p>i want to be left alone.<\/p>\n<p>i want to go swimming, but i hate lakes and over-chlorinated indoor pools.  wow, am i ever spoiled.<\/p>\n<p>i want to eat healthy, feel healthy, lose weight.<\/p>\n<p>i really want to be left alone.  i need a vacation, like away from EVERYTHING, i need to get away.<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>i&#8217;m sitting at work with 23 minutes left to go before i can get out of here.  when i leave this building i will panic, because i don&#8217;t want to go home, and i don&#8217;t want to go anywhere else.  i suppose that&#8217;s not entirely true, but getting on a plane or a bus is not exactly an option right now, especially what with all the shit i have that needs dealing with.<\/p>\n<p>fuck, why am i so angry?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>i am pissed off for no reason. my mum is away in bc. she has only been gone since yesterday morning, but i miss her like crazy. when she is five minutes away i never talk to her. i miss &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/room206.simianuprising.com\/?p=193\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-193","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/room206.simianuprising.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/193","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/room206.simianuprising.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/room206.simianuprising.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/room206.simianuprising.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/room206.simianuprising.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=193"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/room206.simianuprising.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/193\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/room206.simianuprising.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=193"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/room206.simianuprising.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=193"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/room206.simianuprising.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=193"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}