{"id":145,"date":"2007-11-09T16:18:23","date_gmt":"2007-11-10T00:18:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/simianuprising.com\/room206\/?p=145"},"modified":"2007-11-09T16:18:23","modified_gmt":"2007-11-10T00:18:23","slug":"running-laps","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/room206.simianuprising.com\/?p=145","title":{"rendered":"running laps"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>so many questions floating around my head&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>it this what&#8217;s best?  is this the easy way out?  how long does it take to mourn a loss?  why can&#8217;t i just let go and be done with this?  is it wrong to feel such a loss because of something so temporary?<\/p>\n<p>i am making more of this than i need to, right?  it&#8217;s not the end of the world, right?  i&#8217;m probably just being a big drama queen&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>that&#8217;s got to be it.  it&#8217;s stupid of me to feel this way.  a few days and i&#8217;ll be back to functioning normally.  this isn&#8217;t a loss, it&#8217;s just time.  i am stupid for hurting like this.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>so many questions floating around my head&#8230; it this what&#8217;s best? is this the easy way out? how long does it take to mourn a loss? why can&#8217;t i just let go and be done with this? is it wrong &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/room206.simianuprising.com\/?p=145\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-145","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/room206.simianuprising.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/145","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/room206.simianuprising.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/room206.simianuprising.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/room206.simianuprising.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/room206.simianuprising.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=145"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/room206.simianuprising.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/145\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/room206.simianuprising.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=145"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/room206.simianuprising.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=145"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/room206.simianuprising.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=145"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}