yeah.\u00a0 with a large cup of coffee and a time-release adderall in my system, my brain doesn’t seem to slow or calm\u00a0down too much, it just seems to keep up with itself a little better. this is good i guess,\u00a0as i find myself alone in my head with myself; like a kid trapped in an empty library with a poltergeist that randomly pulls books down of the shelves and whips them at his head-piece…<\/p>\n
my efforts to study for my upcoming midterm have been frustrated by a lack of appropriate software to match the available hardware.\u00a0 my efforts at any kind of creative expression have been frustrated by a lack of inspiration and talent.\u00a0 my efforts at communication have been frustrated by the lack of another human being with whom to converse.\u00a0 my efforts at jardinains have been frustrated by my complete and total lack of hand-eye coordination.\u00a0 le sigh.<\/p>\n
and yet my mood remains somewhat buoyant, chemically altered to allow\u00a0for the maintenance of some amount of coherence and contentedness despite the myriad of ways in which i find myself stymied.\u00a0 es no problemo, juan the cranky phantom librarian has thrown alot of reading in my lap anyway…<\/p>\n
or maybe i’ll go build a boat.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
yeah.\u00a0 with a large cup of coffee and a time-release adderall in my system, my brain doesn’t seem to slow or calm\u00a0down too much, it just seems to keep up with itself a little better. this is good i guess,\u00a0as … Continue reading